Dark Dreams

I dreamed of death last night. It was the same eerie kind of dream I had the day my father died, so I'm kind of freaked. It's probably nothing, but... It still has me freaked out.

My dreams have all been strange lately. More so than usual. Dark and disorted, making very little sense, but seeming to have some sort of message. Just one I can't understand, if that makes any sense at all.

It's shift bid time at work again and once again I'm going to get a crappy shift. I can work until 11 & 12 and have weekends off, or I can have a day shift with stupid days off. Since I don't drive, I need a day shift which means I'm looking at like Wed & Thurs off. Yuck. I hate my job, I need to find another one.

I also need a licence. I am working on it. I had another driver's lesson today, he told me I'd be ready by August. Which is waht I was aiming for, so... My instructor thinks I have a good, level head on my shoulders, which is a good thing when it comes to driving, but that I'm a little too cautious. So just have to work on not being petrified of the others cars. It's not that easy.

Father's day is next weekend. Yay. I'm planning it out in my head. I think I'm going to go to the cemetary early, before everyone else gets there and do my thing then. I'll also go by the day before or something to see the stone for the first time and have that moment. It's going to be one of the hardest things I ever do, I just know it.

Still haven't had a chance to see Harry Potter, wah! I really want to go see it, but just haven't had the time. Taela and I are probably going to go see it on Monday after work, which'll be good.