Best Friends

So this is a personal topic and might get be in trouble, but... I'm not sure who actually reads this thing anyway.

I have two best friends. I know, that kind of defeats the purpose as best means "better than all the rest", but... They both really are the best, in different ways. I don't know what I would do without either of them.

One of them is my lifeline, she's been there for every moment in my life and probably always will be. I wouldn't be me without her, but there are a few times when she's not the best person to go to. She gets moody or stressed or frustrated with the choices I've made. Not that I don't understand that, I would too. Sometimes I just feel that she's too judgmental. Yeah, I'm a screw up, but it's my life.

Of course, since I'm always going to her advice, maybe she's allowed to be frustrated. I don't know. I love her to death and wouldn't want to imagine life without her and 90% of the time she's amazing and totally supportive, but every once in a while I just feel like she's a brick wall. But people aren't supposed to get along all the time, are they?

My other best friend on the other hand, I haven't known as long. Six years now, but almost from the beginning, we clicked and I can barely remember a time when she wasn't there. I feel like I can tell her anything and she won't judge me. Not that she hasn't disapproved of choices I've made or been mad at me in the past, but... I don't know, I feel I can really tell her anything and she'll be there for me.

Not that the other one wouldn't be too, but... I guess it's wrong to compare them, since they're different people. I just know I'm really lucky to have them both and I'd never be able to choose between them, not that I would ever have to.

But they're both my best friend, it just the friendships are very different. One is based on a bond that's been built over the course of both of our lives, the other just sort of formed itself. They're both strong, just different. Just like them, but that's okay.