Men Suck

So it never fails, when things start going well, something's going to screw up. I get too content and it all goes to Hell again.

So, I was in a realtionship and I thought it was going okay. Apparently I was wrong, because for the first time, I got dumped. Done as gently as possibly, but it still happened.

I didn't even see it coming. I thought everything was going well. But he says taht it was too awkward, that he doesn't want to risk the friendship and that it's just too weird since we grew up together.

I'm not a 100% sure I buy it, but whatever. It amounts to the same thing. He doesn't want to be with me. I wish I could say I took it graciously, but I didn't. What can I say? I didn't feel like being good about it.

I mean, I'm not heart-broken or anything. I'm more angry and humiliated than hurt, but it was upsetting. No one likes to be dumped.

The worst part is that our dating was public knowledge so now I have to face a lot of people. But I'm not going to shrink away. Nor am I going to avoid him or mutual friends, why should I have to?

To prove to the world that I'm okay, I'm going to Jesse's this weekend. Not going alone, though, not htat brave. Taela's going with me. What can I say, she loves me.

Anyway, I'm pretty much pissed off at men in general. What can I say, they suck. This is just further proof.