Rant

Okay, I was debating long and hard about this entry. First, some of the things I'm about to say are going to piss some people off. But I don't really care about that, it's not like the people who are going to pissed off probably weren't already pissed at me. Besides, I can take whatever they throw at me.

The second reason took more thought, what I'm about to comment on doesn't really concern me. But it concerns people I love, so in a way it concerns me. If you attack my friends, especially my best friends--you attack me. I mean, I wanted to stay neutral, to stay out of this whole damned mess as much as I could, even if I was forced to take sides, but I'm now pissed enough to say something.

The third reason I debated about this holds the most merrit. What I'm about to comment was written as a comment replying to something written in a blog. Yeah, I know. Also, I'm not sure a blog is the best place for a personal confrontation, there seems to have been too much of that in the past, but then I thought about it and decided that this blog is my place to write down my thoughts and to rant about what's bothering me. This is what's bothering me. I don't care who reads it or what they think, I just want to get it off my chest.

Now, maybe I'd be better off talking to the person who angered me face to face, but I honestly doubt that would work. First of all, the person in question doesn't seem that likely to listen to reason and I honestly doubt I could keep my temper and be reasonable and I know it would just explode into a disaster and make things worse. So, I'll skip that thank you.

So, here goes. Tara made a post in her blog criticizing Emma, mainly for something Emma wrote in her blog, which I have to admit bothered me too. I know, should we still be reading Emma's blog? Probably not, but there's some sort of twisted pull. I can't help it. Anyway, Tara's complaint was: "You know on that last one, I thought a little bit about what I said, and I think the thing that pissed me off the most was: There was Meg, CRYING, no more than 10 feet away. Like, they had to have known something was going on. I can only hope the pair of them aren't THAT dense. But then again..."

She also said a few things about Emma's personal life, which may or may not have merit, I don't really care. Tara was honestly upset and so was I, Saterday was not a fun night and watching one of my best friend's be that upset was horrible. I'll be honest and say that was the thing that pushed me over the edge from neautral to taking sides. No one makes my friends cry.

Anyway, then Emma commented back: "You mean FAKE tears she was crying? Yeah I noticed those..."

Just reading that made me want to strangle her. How dare she make those kind of judgements and sound callous? Doesn't she care about the emotional damage she's doing? Apparently not. What kind of person is she? Not one I want in my life, evidently. I mean, I've made a few people cry in my life, so that I could have forgiven if she shown any sympathy, empathy or regret. But nope, she doesn't feel any of those things.

She goes on to comment that the only reason any of us have problems with her is jealousy. Well, speaking for myself, no I have problems with her because she's causing my friends pain. Why would I be jealous of her? Jealousy's a waste of time. I will admit that the fact that we are all discussing her blog is putting more emphasis on her than she deserves, but speaking for myself her, don't know about Tara, it just irritated me so much that I had to say something.

I am honestly to lose Emery as a friend if it has to come to that, and I have a feeling that it probably does. But I have no such problems getting rid of Emma. I think we're better off without her. Not that she's a bad person or anything, who am I to make those judgements? But judging from recent goings on, she's not someone I want in my life and I think we're all better off withouht her.

There I'm done. I've said my piece and I'm not going to let anything she says affect me. I mean, she's going to think whatever she wants to think and I can't stop her.